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You tend to go not a little but a lot a lot a lot crazy when you love someone more than they love you.

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Breakfast

gigiii

every mommy blogs i read and all baby/mommy website included,
when it comes to gigi the bottom one comes first.

but teagy has 4 gigi on top and only half at the bottom.
yes the half has been there for 2 months now and still tak mau come out..
haha it stopped half way.
how laaaaaaaaaaa...

20 things at a go

I decided to spring clean the house today and my car as well.
It was such a goooood feeling getting so scrub scrub scrub every bit of dirt I see.
My kitchen stove went from just ok to looking brand new, it is not only spotless but it's actually glowing!!! Yes true story!!
Haha it's so white and shiny i don't think I want to cook ever again so it won't get dirty hehe.

After the kitchen I cleaned the carpet and scrubbed the floors then moved on to bathroom.
Then I cleaned out the car and took it for a thorough wash.
Even went for the nano mist wash because months ago there was roaches in my car!!!
So got rid of em and the smell, then polished it and waxed it.
Cleared out all the garbage and vacuum every single bit. Phewhhhh it feel so so soooo good.

Now I'm transforming our house to a home! And boy is it hard. But I realized just a simple touch like hanging pictures and putting a table cover makes a HUGE difference. Suddenly makes the house looks more and more cozy.

Waiting for my cousins to finish their college exam and then maybe we will do some paint job hehe.

On a very sad sad note, I called Malaysian airlines just now, after neighbor transferred and asked to call 8 different numbers I finally talked to haniza.

MAS broke teagy's stroller on the flight back from kk.
Then she told me that they're gonna compensate RM300 JE!!! Arghhhhh I'm so angry!!!!
She said it's USD20 for every kg and my stroller is 5kg.
Don't you think it's so so stupid hat they kire ikut kg? Sigh
So I'm getting my lawyer aunt to fight it for me heh so let hope I get more, at least 700 or 800. Hello strollers aren't cheap!!!!

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Nothing beats this

I could not be happier at this moment, so very thankful for baby teagy

letter to my baby girl

My precious little Teagan Amani Khir-Carl,

I still find it unbelievable that you're mine, that you're the same little rascal that wouldn't stop kicking my belly and made me go pee every 3 seconds.
Every time I look at you I still feel like I'm dreaming.
You were unexpected and definitely a surprise. You are really very special!

I love that you join in EVERY conversation of mine and the people around you.
I love that you sneak behind my back to do naughty things and runs away laughing when I catch you doing it.
I love that you come and 'sayang' me when you've done something wrong.
I love that how full of expressions you are.
I love that you love to 'show off' your talents to your uncles and aunties.

and I KNOW you LOVE the attention.
I dont know how you do it teagy but since you were a newborn you attract attention EVERY where we go.
Your dad has to stop pushing the stroller so people could look at you, take a picture of/with you,
give you random gifts, carry you, or simply just to look at you.
Mom and dad are very proud of their little daughter.
I very am proud of you! and honestly I don't think I can ever stop bragging about you ;p
You are a very very smart girl, i teach you one thing and you learn 10 other things at the same time.
Sometimes I think you're too smart for your own good!! ;p

You're going to be one next month, and I cant be more excited!
but I wish you would just stop growing after that. Just pause for a second and let me enjoy it!!!!
please? :p
I can't wait to get back to KL so I could start planning your first bday!

They say the first year is the most important. lots of milestones and all that.
and I'm soooo glad i got to spend EVERY minute of it with you.
how lucky are you to have your mommy stay home with you kannnn!!!
She even abandons the house chores just to play with you!
Leaving the house messy and cooking dinner at the last minute cause I've got to wait till daddy gets back.

So baby, if you read this when you grow up, (which you will cause I think I'm going to print it and put it in your baby journal) please do know that no matter how many fights we get into, how many times i say  NO to what you wanna do or get I will always love you! no matter what you do or say I will always love you, no matter how angry I get I will always love you, and most importantly NO MATTER what mistakes you do I WILL ALWAYS love you!

Always and Forever,
Mom

how did we get here

I can still clearly remember the day teagy was born.
It's still fresh in my mind it really feels like it was just yesterday.
Today I woke up next to thi prettiest cutest little 10month old.
TEN months already! in 2weeks she'll be 11months and soon a year old!!
it's so fast!!toooo fast!!

And also today teagan amani walked! Yes she did like really walk.
I'm so proud of her and i can tell she's proud of herself too hehe.
Not only that today she also came down the steps on her own.
suddenly she's walking and talking.
Oh my suddenly I'm picturing her growing up being a teenager and not wanting to spend time with me anymore hahaha

well teagy if you read his when you're older I hope you don't ditch me for your friends because then well, you're gonna leave me alone with your dad and he too never wants to hang out with me so I'll be alone!!!!

teagy's FIRST birthday is going to come son and I'm busybusybusy planning it already, in my head! can't wait!!super excited!!