letter to my baby girl

My precious little Teagan Amani Khir-Carl,

I still find it unbelievable that you're mine, that you're the same little rascal that wouldn't stop kicking my belly and made me go pee every 3 seconds.
Every time I look at you I still feel like I'm dreaming.
You were unexpected and definitely a surprise. You are really very special!

I love that you join in EVERY conversation of mine and the people around you.
I love that you sneak behind my back to do naughty things and runs away laughing when I catch you doing it.
I love that you come and 'sayang' me when you've done something wrong.
I love that how full of expressions you are.
I love that you love to 'show off' your talents to your uncles and aunties.

and I KNOW you LOVE the attention.
I dont know how you do it teagy but since you were a newborn you attract attention EVERY where we go.
Your dad has to stop pushing the stroller so people could look at you, take a picture of/with you,
give you random gifts, carry you, or simply just to look at you.
Mom and dad are very proud of their little daughter.
I very am proud of you! and honestly I don't think I can ever stop bragging about you ;p
You are a very very smart girl, i teach you one thing and you learn 10 other things at the same time.
Sometimes I think you're too smart for your own good!! ;p

You're going to be one next month, and I cant be more excited!
but I wish you would just stop growing after that. Just pause for a second and let me enjoy it!!!!
please? :p
I can't wait to get back to KL so I could start planning your first bday!

They say the first year is the most important. lots of milestones and all that.
and I'm soooo glad i got to spend EVERY minute of it with you.
how lucky are you to have your mommy stay home with you kannnn!!!
She even abandons the house chores just to play with you!
Leaving the house messy and cooking dinner at the last minute cause I've got to wait till daddy gets back.

So baby, if you read this when you grow up, (which you will cause I think I'm going to print it and put it in your baby journal) please do know that no matter how many fights we get into, how many times i say  NO to what you wanna do or get I will always love you! no matter what you do or say I will always love you, no matter how angry I get I will always love you, and most importantly NO MATTER what mistakes you do I WILL ALWAYS love you!

Always and Forever,
Mom