Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Happy birthdaaaayyy babbyyy girl!!!!!!
You're ONE!!! I know you're the happiest girl on earth right now because your daddy is finally home!!!!!!!!!!

Party will be this sunday morning! Can't wait!!!
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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Hands are tied

You are an idiot anis, seriously you are.
4 days!!! FOUR days and you couldn't wait! What is wrong with you?
I don't care what you think happened but it is your fault! You own fault!
And now you can't even apologize no matter what. Sigh

What do you do when you want to apologize but not given the chance to?

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Friday, December 3, 2010

Little things

Whenever I think about you,
I think about that time we met at borders after months of not seeing each other.
All teary eyed and a lil bit awkward..

And I'm sure it's at that moment that we both realized just how much we love each other...
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Thursday, December 2, 2010

baby ariqa

Meet my half sister. She's 11months younger than my daughter (her niece)
and 16 months younger than my half brother, azrul.

Azrul is 5 months older than my daughter.
I guess this is what you get when your dad decides to marry a 28year old.

I can imagine (IF EVER) teagy's friend sees her with azrul and ask who he is.
And she says "he's my uncle! My mom's brother"

OMG!! Tsk tsk

Bb'ed my stepmom to tell her congratulations and how lucky she is to have a boy and a girl.
She then said 'tu la dah complete, now I can tutup kedai kopi'

*#_-+@"';:!?() !!!!!!
No I DO NOT need a mental image of you and my dad doing the nasty and breeding like rabbits!
Sigh and I'm not your friend - telling me that you're now going to tutup your kedai kopi IS NOT OK!!!!

So so weirddd I did not know what to reply to that so I just said 'haha'

Seriously, if you were put in my position what would you say to your stepmom?

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Yummy French macaroons

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Check me out!


You tend to go not a little but a lot a lot a lot crazy when you love someone more than they love you.

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Monday, November 29, 2010

Thursday, November 25, 2010


every mommy blogs i read and all baby/mommy website included,
when it comes to gigi the bottom one comes first.

but teagy has 4 gigi on top and only half at the bottom.
yes the half has been there for 2 months now and still tak mau come out..
haha it stopped half way.
how laaaaaaaaaaa...

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

20 things at a go

I decided to spring clean the house today and my car as well.
It was such a goooood feeling getting so scrub scrub scrub every bit of dirt I see.
My kitchen stove went from just ok to looking brand new, it is not only spotless but it's actually glowing!!! Yes true story!!
Haha it's so white and shiny i don't think I want to cook ever again so it won't get dirty hehe.

After the kitchen I cleaned the carpet and scrubbed the floors then moved on to bathroom.
Then I cleaned out the car and took it for a thorough wash.
Even went for the nano mist wash because months ago there was roaches in my car!!!
So got rid of em and the smell, then polished it and waxed it.
Cleared out all the garbage and vacuum every single bit. Phewhhhh it feel so so soooo good.

Now I'm transforming our house to a home! And boy is it hard. But I realized just a simple touch like hanging pictures and putting a table cover makes a HUGE difference. Suddenly makes the house looks more and more cozy.

Waiting for my cousins to finish their college exam and then maybe we will do some paint job hehe.

On a very sad sad note, I called Malaysian airlines just now, after neighbor transferred and asked to call 8 different numbers I finally talked to haniza.

MAS broke teagy's stroller on the flight back from kk.
Then she told me that they're gonna compensate RM300 JE!!! Arghhhhh I'm so angry!!!!
She said it's USD20 for every kg and my stroller is 5kg.
Don't you think it's so so stupid hat they kire ikut kg? Sigh
So I'm getting my lawyer aunt to fight it for me heh so let hope I get more, at least 700 or 800. Hello strollers aren't cheap!!!!

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

Nothing beats this

I could not be happier at this moment, so very thankful for baby teagy

Thursday, November 11, 2010

letter to my baby girl

My precious little Teagan Amani Khir-Carl,

I still find it unbelievable that you're mine, that you're the same little rascal that wouldn't stop kicking my belly and made me go pee every 3 seconds.
Every time I look at you I still feel like I'm dreaming.
You were unexpected and definitely a surprise. You are really very special!

I love that you join in EVERY conversation of mine and the people around you.
I love that you sneak behind my back to do naughty things and runs away laughing when I catch you doing it.
I love that you come and 'sayang' me when you've done something wrong.
I love that how full of expressions you are.
I love that you love to 'show off' your talents to your uncles and aunties.

and I KNOW you LOVE the attention.
I dont know how you do it teagy but since you were a newborn you attract attention EVERY where we go.
Your dad has to stop pushing the stroller so people could look at you, take a picture of/with you,
give you random gifts, carry you, or simply just to look at you.
Mom and dad are very proud of their little daughter.
I very am proud of you! and honestly I don't think I can ever stop bragging about you ;p
You are a very very smart girl, i teach you one thing and you learn 10 other things at the same time.
Sometimes I think you're too smart for your own good!! ;p

You're going to be one next month, and I cant be more excited!
but I wish you would just stop growing after that. Just pause for a second and let me enjoy it!!!!
please? :p
I can't wait to get back to KL so I could start planning your first bday!

They say the first year is the most important. lots of milestones and all that.
and I'm soooo glad i got to spend EVERY minute of it with you.
how lucky are you to have your mommy stay home with you kannnn!!!
She even abandons the house chores just to play with you!
Leaving the house messy and cooking dinner at the last minute cause I've got to wait till daddy gets back.

So baby, if you read this when you grow up, (which you will cause I think I'm going to print it and put it in your baby journal) please do know that no matter how many fights we get into, how many times i say  NO to what you wanna do or get I will always love you! no matter what you do or say I will always love you, no matter how angry I get I will always love you, and most importantly NO MATTER what mistakes you do I WILL ALWAYS love you!

Always and Forever,

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

how did we get here

I can still clearly remember the day teagy was born.
It's still fresh in my mind it really feels like it was just yesterday.
Today I woke up next to thi prettiest cutest little 10month old.
TEN months already! in 2weeks she'll be 11months and soon a year old!!
it's so fast!!toooo fast!!

And also today teagan amani walked! Yes she did like really walk.
I'm so proud of her and i can tell she's proud of herself too hehe.
Not only that today she also came down the steps on her own.
suddenly she's walking and talking.
Oh my suddenly I'm picturing her growing up being a teenager and not wanting to spend time with me anymore hahaha

well teagy if you read his when you're older I hope you don't ditch me for your friends because then well, you're gonna leave me alone with your dad and he too never wants to hang out with me so I'll be alone!!!!

teagy's FIRST birthday is going to come son and I'm busybusybusy planning it already, in my head! can't wait!!super excited!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


im now on twitter heh.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

how do you clean your baby's teeth?

The thought of having to brush my baby's teeth scares me.
I very well know she's protective when it comes to her mouth, nobody can go anywhere near there.
touch her lips and she will smack your hand haha.
the only way your finger can get into her mouth is if she takes it and puts it in there herself.
so armed with a toothbrush wanting to brush her teeth wouldn't be pretty at all, you can bet on that.

so after going around and looking at every baby store i come across since before teagy had any teeth i finally found THIS!

and it comes with a delicious banana flavoured toothpaste that is oh so yummy!
and its easier to use because instead of poking and trying to brush it with the stick toothbrush,
you are using your finger! so its easier to control and you know if you're brushing too hard or not.
and it is sooo much safer - my opinion.

you just wear it like a glove put some toothpaste, brush and rinse! so easy!

Friday, September 24, 2010

fun in the sun

i love this pool! i think i was more excited than the kids :P
it's got a slide, sprinkler at the sides and
also a sit at the back pool with cup holders. how cute!
but filling it up with water was alot of work haha.
callum couldn't wait to go in but had to ask him to hold on plenty of times cause we were filling it up.
i think it took about an hour plus for it to be filled.
it's great fun. definitely worth the money

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

helloooo :P

oh my gosh, it's been preeetty hectic these past few months.
my sister came back for a month.
teagy had her first flight and holiday, went to singapore TWICE!
and now we're in kk.

i expected the worst on the flight crying screaming kicking and all of that.
but thankfully teagy DID NOT cry even a wee bitt.. even the steward was amazed! hehe
she was just restless cause she reeaaalllyyy wanted to crawl and explore. heh.

the trip to singapore was gooood! everything is so cheap there!
the first time we went was to see my in-laws before they flew off to london and second time was with my sister, we went to the singapore zoo and universal studios!

now we're in sabah! and im loving it here.
teagy finally met koko callum and they just instantly bond.
a lil bit of jealousy here and there but im sure that's normal heh.

teagan amani just turned 9months.
oh time flies so so fast.
she's starting to walk - with help of course.
knows how to say hello and byebye (daidai) heh.
LOOOOVESS to tilt her head and peek at something or someone.
knows how to do hand gestures for twinkle star and itsy bitsy spider.
now she's learning im a little teapot :D

and this is new - everytime she sees a pillow she'll put her head down and mumbles pretending to sleep. haha

and oh myyy, taking care of a little crawler is soooo tiring!! she panjats EVERYTHING and so so so curious. she's been crawling fast fast since like july and since then i've been running around making sure she doesn't fall.
and then i put her in her jumperoo to take a break :P

planning to go over to the resort this weekend. play at the beach! but we'll see.
have not told the husband and plus its been raining like mad here!!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

My take on cloth diaper

I never knew how easy it could be!!!!
Plus you save money on disposable diapers and also it's better for the environment!!! I thought it would be bulky and a lot of work but its really not!!
So far I've tried ecobum and autumnz (?) Both is equally good, autumnz has got nicer pattern though like that cow print ones. And ecobum just comes on plain bright colors.

For now I have 4 pants thing with 8 inserts. Will definitely be buying more.
the huge blue huggies pack that used to last only a week plus can now last about almost a month imagine how much money you save!!!

I only use that for going out and the red huggies for night time. Heh more money to shop! Hahahahaha :p
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Sunday, July 4, 2010

Favourite position

Always with her leg up. I thought it's only in the stroller and her FP chair. But.....
Duduk dalam baby chair pon she took her kaki out and put it on top
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Friday, July 2, 2010


Look what this little girl was up to today

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Thursday, July 1, 2010


zoobies priced at RM100 anyone??

and baby zoobies at RM90.

planning to get some from the states. so if anyone wants to order. let me know!

Friday, June 25, 2010

People like you shouldn't be allowed to drive

BHH 5766 - if this is your dad or brother or husband or granpa or relative please tell him the day he dies I will have a wide smile on my face because then there will be one less pretentious degenerate on this earth.

Pakai kopiah konon alim but perangai mcm taik. How I wish you would have stopped just now cause I swear I will take that stroller at the back and bash you with it!
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Fourteen O'six O'ten

Happy half birthday teagy babyyyy!!

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Friday, June 11, 2010


Having friends don't only create more drama it is also just soooo tiring.
Of course growing up having friends is actually important. It's who yoiu hang with gossip with and do pretty much everything together.

But when you're married and have a kid. Your priorities change.
You don't go out partying, hanging out means with family because really you don't really wanna leave your kid.

And in my case my husband is my bestfriend. We gossip we bitch we hang we do everything so I'm complete. Of course the upside - drama free!!!!!!

Plus I really enjoy being on my own anyway.
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Lesson learnt

Please everyone and you really please no one.
I've really had enough of all the BS.
Just going to focus on my family and family only.
Friends create problems and dramas.
Like really do you have to still act like a highschool teenager?
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Thursday, June 10, 2010

Daddy's day

Last night I told my husband I've got a surprise for him this father's day and he asked me "when's father's day?!"
Ish. So this year we didn't really celebrate his birthday cause I was in pantang. So I guess this is father's day slash birthday! I'm so so excited!!!! Hehe
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

LV neverfull mm

anyone wants it? i'm letting mine go. orginal authentic one of course

Monday, June 7, 2010


I HATE giuliana&bill. I feel like they try so so SO hard to be cute and sweet and create drama. I'm not saying its scripted, just that it's so so fake it annoys the hell out of me.

What I love iis the hills! Bahahahaha ok I don't love it I just enjoyed watching laguna beach so I followed with the hills cause I adored LC in laguna. But as the show progressed - they're now in season 6 or 7 - its just getting more and more stupid! But none the less I still watch it and together with my husband we sit in front of the laptop and bitch about the cast and say what we think. Haaaa it's a really precious thing I don't know what we'll do when it ends

The new show we're into now is taking the stage. Hahahah that's my guilty pleasure for now and running in heels!!! Oh and of course the kardashian. Heh I love em
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Sunday, June 6, 2010

I'm a big girl!!

Baby girl sometimes get angry when someone else is holding the bottle, I guess in her head she's like I'm old enough to be doing this okay!!! I'm a big girl!!! Lemme hold my own bottle!! Hahaha
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Thursday, June 3, 2010


This little lady dah pandai play hide n seek

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Michelin baby

As much as I want baby girl to be fat like I was when I was a baby there's only so much food she can take hahaha.
I see this little lady is getting slimmer by the day. I look back at her pictures from before and I thought omg she was that round?!?!

But now looks like she's growing vertically more than she is horizontally. Of course this whole being very tall thing did not come from mommy!! Haha

She was at 60cm when she was 2months old.and last month she was almost 70cm. So finding clothes that fit her is hard.

Either fits nicely at the sides but waaay to short or fits nicely length wise but baggy at the sides haha.

I'm hoping soon she would pause on the growing taller for a while and grow sideways a lil bit.

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Monday, May 31, 2010


This little lady is so so happy now that she gets to move around. Even if its backward. Slowly she makes her way under the chair haha

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Saturday, May 29, 2010

One of the many firsts

It's teagy's first time in a baby chair!!! Oh she felt so so grown up in it. But it only lasted for awhile after that she wanted her gma to hold her so she can jump jump jump.

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Sunday, May 23, 2010


Teagy woke up at about 1245 and cried cried cried. I thought she got tummy ache or something so I put some minyak angin but she kept crying. And then daddy figured out what she wanted. Haha.

After the "walk" she went back to bed hehe. Oh my little lady. In the middle of the night pon you still wanna go for walkies.

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Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Hanging out at daddy's office. My baby girl sleeps like this all the time. Even in her cot she puts her kaki on the pillow haha. Baby girl's a gangstahh!!!
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My husband at work. Haha. He cooked two dishes tau! OMG. I only cook one dish every night plus the occasional sayur dish makes two and sometimes telur goreng. But husband made lamb AND beef.. Oooooooo :p
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Sunday, May 16, 2010

Can't sit still

This girl keeps wanting to get up and turn around and jump. Can't put her down in her chair anymore.

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Midnight snack

This thing is goooooood!!!! Yummy. I opened it and offered some to my husband he kept saying no no no. Eleh jual mahal.

But turns out he thought there was only ONE pack so he just wanted me to have it. Awww baby you so sweeeet.

Then he came in the room and said he wanted to put me to bed hahaha. Something's up ni. And I shall find out what it is hehe.

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